Pairing: Ryoda
Genre: angst i think
Ratings: PG13
Summary: Ueda thought he was given a miracle, a weird one, but he tried his best to cherish every moment of it before it end.
There were two things in Ueda’s mind when he woke up that night, what a strange dream he had and how dry his throat was, but he focused more on his dream.
He was sitting alone in his couch; felt and looked bushed from the work. Well, actually more to the frustration caused by a single person. Ryo was mocking him and insulting him again, just like any other day he would. In fact, this time it’s not too different, same mocking and insults, but somehow every insult, no matter how many times he heard that one before, still had a huge affect on him.
He sighed heavily, always the same feeling when he got home. And every time he had this feeling, which was almost every day, he always wrote it in his diary. By the way, where’s my diary? He asked himself as he searched for the item in his bag, he couldn’t find it. He searched and searched, lifted his bag high and turned it upside down until everything that was in his bag fell down, but still couldn’t find his diary. “Shit! Where did I put it?” He tried to remember, when suddenly his door bell rang. He stopped his searching to open his door to see who could be the person kind enough to visit him at that hour.
He opened the door, and his eyes almost popped out as he saw the man standing in front of him
“N-Nishikido?”
For a moment the other man didn’t say a word, and Ueda was at lost of what to say, considering his sworn enemy was the one who decided to give him a random visit. When he was still frozen, slowly Ryo stepped closer to him and caressed Ueda’s cheek as the other hand closed the door behind them.
“N-Nishikido what are you doing?” Ueda’s heart beat faster. Ryo didn’t answer; instead he leaned his face closer to Ueda and looked deeply in his eyes before he moved forward to press his lips against Ueda’s. Ueda was shocked by the sudden strike. Ueda’s heart beat faster as he felt Ryo’s tongue started to move swiftly and playing with his bottom lips. Ueda tried hard not to get carried away and to just pulled back, but he failed as he helplessly fell in to pleasure by the way Ryo’s tongue make him feel like he was flying. He couldn’t help but to close his eyes and started to part his lips and allowing Ryo to continue his amazing work.
His heart beating as he remembered that dream. It wasn’t o much different like the other dreams he always had, only this time it felt so real. In fact, it felt so real, that he could still taste Ryo’s lips on his own. That’s when he realized that he felt something on his abdomen, he looked down only to be shocked once again as he saw an arm, yes definitely an arm wrapping tightly around his waist. And he could almost felt his heart explode as he turned around to see who’s that arm belongs to.
“R-Ryo?” he couldn’t believe his eyes “Oh my God! What had just happened?” He can still remember vividly what happened but he couldn’t believe that it wasn’t a dream.
He carefully moved the protective arm and put it beside him and get up from the bed slowly, trying not to wake the other man up, and headed straight to the bathroom. As he closed the bathroom door, he screamed soundlessly “What the hell is going on?”
He stayed in the bathroom for about 15 minutes, looking at the mirror and constantly washing his face, as he tried to calm himself down. He decided to go back to his bedroom as he felt that his heart beat was a little steadier. He inhaled deeply and sighed, slightly whished that what he saw earlier was just his imagination, and that it wasn’t him, Nishikido Ryo, his sworn enemy and the man he secretly love, who was lying on his bed naked. He opened the door, just to see his wish didn’t come true. Ryo was still there, in the same position as he left him few minutes ago.
He walked closer, and stopped few step from the bed. He looked at Ryo just to be sure that his eyes wasn’t playing joke on him, when suddenly Ryo opened his eyes. “Princess? What are you doing? Come back to bed” Ryo said drowsily. And Ueda could only look at him blankly “Princess?” Ryo repeated.
“H-hai…” Ueda finally could open his mouth to answer.
He laid him self next to Ryo and again felt his blood rushed as Ryo pulled him closer to him to once again wrapped him tightly as they fell asleep.
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When the morning came, Ueda once again wished that he was just dreaming, and once again his wish didn’t come true. Ryo was still there hugging him tightly on his bed. He slowly moved Ryo’s arm from his waist and get up to walk to the bathroom. After taking a long cold shower, and still couldn'tease his mind, he decided to make a breakfast.
He flipped the French toast he was making and repeatedly calming his self down “relax Ueda, things happen for a reason…whatever that is…just try to handle it”.
He was almost jumped in surprise when he felt a pair of arms suddenly hug him, wrapping his waist from behind and heard a whisper in his ear “Morning princess” Ryo greeted while licking his earlobe.
“M-Morning” Ueda shivered by Ryo’s touch
“Looks good, what are you making?” Ryo said looking over Ueda’s shoulder.
“Just some French toast for breakfast” Ueda answered, tried to hide his trembling voice.
Well I think I’m going to take a shower first” Ryo whispered softly and licked the back of Ueda’s ear before heading to the bathroom.
Few minutes later Ryo came out from the bathroom, and Ueda was sitting with breakfast served on the table in front of him. Ryo took a seat and started eating what Ueda had served for him. For a moment there was silence among them.
“It’s your day off today right?” Ryo broke the silence.
“Yea” Ueda replied.
“Good, cause it’s mine too. What if we go out today?” Ryo asked conversationally
“Out?” You mean like a date? Ueda asked in his mind.
“Yea, out. Why? You’ve already had a plan?” Ryo asked.
“No” Ueda answered looking down to his plate.
“Good, then let’s go” Ryo suggested casually “But, where?” Ueda lifted his head and asked Ryo
“What ever you want to go” Ryo answered
“But I don’t have any particular place to go “
Ryo think for a moment "I know, let’s go to the zoo. I watched your little date with Megumi, and I thought I want to do that with you too” Ryo suggested
“Zoo?”
So he really meant a date
“Well?” Ryo asked
Ueda couldn’t say anything but to nodded his head in agreement
Their date at the zoo was not so bad, much to Ueda’s expectation. He could see Ryo smiled a lot, and he smiled to him, and that brought joy to Ueda’s heart. For a moment he could forget being confused by Ryo’s sudden weird behavior, and he just enjoyed every single moment with him that day.
“Oh, its 5 o’clock already” Ryo said as he looked at his watch
“Sorry princess, we have to call it a day, I need to go back to Osaka”
“Oh, okay” Ueda felt a little disappointed, and Ryo could see this
“Can you drop me by the station?” Ryo asked
“Sure” Ueda nodded
It was a long driving for Ueda, he couldn’t concentrate well on the road as Ryo kept holding his right hand he put on the gear stick. God! What is this feeling? What’s Ryo trying to do to me?
As they finally reached the station, they have to wait for 30 minutes for the train to come. And for those 30 minutes, Ryo’s hand kept on holding Ueda’s. Ueda heart rate wasn’t going slower, and he can felt his hand a started to get wet due to his nervousness.
Finally the train arrived.
“Well princess, see you next week” Ryo said as he placed a gentle kiss on Ueda’s forehead “I love you” He said before walked his way to the train.
Ueda froze. Did he just say he love me?
Ueda couldn’t sleep that night, partly because his heart was still beating fast as if he just drank a coffee, and also because he was afraid that what ever happened that day was nothing more than a dream and he will be awakened if he took a sleep.
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The next day he felt tired and sleepy, “Ueda, are you okay? You don’t look good today” Kame asked, concerned with his friend who almost flail during rehearsal.
“Yea…I’m fine, I just need some sleep. I didn’t get much sleep last night” Ueda answered
“Well you should get some rest now, we have 30 minutes break“ Kame advised.
Ueda nodded, but just before he could close his eyes for a short nap, his phone rang
It was Ryo
“Princess? How are you?”
“Uhm, fine”
“You didn’t sound fine, are you okay” Ryo asked
“Yea, it’s just lack of sleep, we have a tight schedule today, and I didn’t get to sleep last night”
“Well, don’t force yourself, get some rest, I don’t want you to get sick” Ryo advised
“Yea, I will” Ueda complied
“Okay the, I’ll just leave you to rest now. Bye”
“Bye”
“I miss you” Ryo said before he hung up
Ueda was stunned once again.
“Who’s that?’ Kame asked as Ueda closed his phone
Ueda dint answer to his question
“Have you ever felt that you are, suddenly in this weird situation, where you felt that the world is upside down?” Ueda asked
“Huh? What do you mean?”
“Yea, just like you are in this twilight zone where everything happen exactly the opposite?”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about. You really should get some sleep”
“NO, its just that something really weird happen to me, everything suddenly works the other way around”
“Well how do you feel about that?”
“Well, strange but I kind of like it. It almost as if my wish had come true”
“That consider it like that then, that your wish had come true. See it as a miracle” Kame said wisely
“But, it’s so strange, it happened too suddenly, and I don’t know why”
“Well the best way to end a miracle is by questioning how and why. So if you like it, just enjoy it”
Ueda silenced by Kame’s word
It’s a miracle, just enjoy it
“Well, break time is over almost over, let’s go back to the rehearsal room” Kame said asking his friend to go back to practice
Ueda nodded, and followed him
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Week has passed, and to Ueda life had been a bed of rose as Ryo would constantly called him everyday, to just asked him how’s he been doing and told him that he missed him. Ueda stopped questioning why, he did what Kame advised him, he enjoyed what it seemed to be a miracle, and cherished every moment of it, even though Ryo wasn’t in the same sky with him.
"Princess? I'm coming to Tokyo tomorrow morning; can you pick me up to the station?" Ryo said on the phone
"Sure" Ueda replied
"Can’t wait to see you!" Ryo said before he hung up.
Ueda slept with a smile on his face, just like the night before. He couldn’t wait to see Ryo.
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Ueda arrived early at the station; he had to wait a while before Ryo’s train arrived. He waited anxiously, and finally the train arrived. He looked at the people coming down from the train one by one, and finally he could see Ryo. Ueda smiled when he saw his lover. Ryo saw Ueda too, and waved his hand. He walked closer, and placed a kiss on Ueda’s forehead when he finally he reached him.
“I missed you” Ryo said gently Ueda’s ear. Ueda couldn’t help but to closed his eyes as he felt his heart beat faster by Ryo’s word.
“I miss you too” He finally was able to say his feeling, and that made Ryo smiled.
“C’mon let’s go, we’re almost late for work” Ryo said as he looked at his watch
Ueda nodded, and together they walked to the car park.
This time Ueda enjoyed Ryo’s touch on his hand while he was driving, he couldn’t stop smiling.
When they were just a few blocks away from the office, Ryo asked Ueda to pull over in front of a mini mart
“I need to buy something, you just go ahead first, I’ll just walk. It’s not that far anyway” Ryo said as he unbuckled his seatbelt.
“Are you sure? I can wait for you” Ueda offered
“No, you’re almost late, I’ll just see you there okay?” Ryo said before he kissed Ueda on the lips.
Ueda didn’t know why, that wasn’t the first kiss Ryo gave him, yet he felt like its going to be the last, but he quickly erased that thought, as Ryo broke the kiss with a smile before he get out.
Ueda drove his car away from the minimart and headed straight to his office
“I’m sorry Princess” Ryo said when he saw Ueda’s car getting farther from his sight
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When Ueda got to work, he was almost late, but still on time to join his band mates practicing a dance
"Ueda! Just in time! Okay, now that every body's here, lets get started" The choreographer said
“Why are you so happy today?” Maru asked, noticing Ueda as if he was sleeping with a hanger in his mouth last night.
“Nothing” Ueda giggled “Just some small miracle”
Maru confused by his friend’s answer.
After they done several hours of tiring dance practice, it’s finally time for lunch.
"Yo! Tat-chan! Let’s go get some lunch! It's Junno's turn to treat us" Jin said as he place his arm around Ueda’s neck
"But I just treat you guys yesterday" Junno protested helplessly
“And we’re so happy yesterday, we decided to let you treat us again” Jin grinned, but that didn’t change Junno frowned face.
They walked to the Italian restaurant across the street.
"Hey that’s Pi and Ryo-chan” Jin pointed to one of the table in the corner when he saw his two best friends were having lunch in the same restaurant.
"Pi! Ryo-chan!" Jin called them happily
“OI! Jin!” Pi replied
KAT_TUN approached the two boys, and Ueda smiled as he finally saw Ryo after this morning. But he didn’t expect what’s going to come once he reached his table
“What are you smiling about donkey?” Ryo asked in a mocking tone
Ueda was shocked. He didn’t expect this. He expected Ryo would at least happy to see him and greeted him like he did this morning
“God, you look even uglier with your mouth open like that” Ryo didn’t slacken his insult
“C’mon guys, lets just sit on that table over there” Maru said as he pointed the table across Ryo and Pi’s table.
“Yea please, Ugly people that side” Ryo agreed pointing the same direction
Ueda was shocked. This wasn’t Ryo who he met this morning. He was afraid that his miracle has ended.
He was still frozen as he kept looking at Ryo when Maru’s hand grabbed his and dragged him to the other table.
His mind was still blank as he finally sat down on the chair, didn’t even touch the menu the waiter gave him.
But after a few second, he sighed, and smiled as he realized that his miracle had undeniably ended.
"Kame?" Ueda said as he was finally looking at the menu
"Yea" Kame responded
"Remember the miracle I told you about?'
"Yea, how's it going?" Kame asked
"Well I guess it has ended" Ueda said disappointedly
"Well did you enjoy it?"
"Kind of" Ueda answered faking a smile
"Then there’s no regret, just keep it as a sweet memory in your heart"
Ueda took in Kame’s words in his mind and thought about it for a few second
"Yea...I will" Ueda said with a real smile
He looked at the table across his, and smiled
He was back to the real world after all
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Okay...another story, i wrote this in a cafe for two hours and i dont thik the waiters are okay with it, considering i only order a bottle of mineral water :P
as always comments are highly expected! that what keeps me writing more ^_^.
oh and also, its un-beta-ed, since i dont have one T_T. but its okay, i like it this way, so i can just post it whenever i want, so i hope you guys dont mind the gramatical errors and stuffs, and just enjoy the story okay? <333
